So, it’s day one of my big comeback, and it seems like I’ve already hit a bump. The plan was to hit the gym and eat healthier, but instead, I ended up staying in bed until noon and snacking on junk food. On the bright side, at least I found the energy to put together this post.

I was supposed to grab some food with Tommy, even though he’s not feeling well, and that was my motivation to get out of the house and wash my hair. But he called for a rain check because he’s not feeling well. To be honest, I was kind of relieved because I really didn’t feel like washing my hair… I know, it’s gross, but the simplest tasks are just so hard to do these days. It’s not just about washing my hair, it’s about finding the energy to do anything beyond the bare minimum. Sometimes it feels like a monumental effort just to get out of bed and face the day. I wish I could explain it to others, but it’s hard to put into words the overwhelming fatigue and lack of motivation that comes with each passing day. It’s like even the smallest tasks become daunting obstacles in the midst of this mental and emotional fog.

I’m staying positive, despite facing some tough times. I know I can bounce back… I just need to focus and lock in. September is gonna be awesome, with all these new opportunities and good vibes coming my way. It’s gonna be all about healing and doing me, taking time for self-care and personal growth. I will do stuff for myself and practise gratitude.

Today’s gratitude: I am grateful that I have friends and family that care about me.

P.S. I am back on the dating apps, seeking validation and approval from men I don’t know. I have come to realize that seeking validation and approval from men is not the key to my happiness. But I can’t help it… my self worth is at an all time low since Blaine.

I created this logo for my site today. Yay – productivity!