Hey you,

Missing them doesn’t change what they did. You can sit and reminisce on your time spent together, but the outcome will always be the same. Somehow nostalgia tricks you into thinking that the past is so much better than the present and going back would make you happier. But this is false. In hindsight, you were so much unhappier back then than you are now.

You have this issue where you seem to forget all the bad parts of the past and focus on what you enjoyed. But that’s not going to change how you were treated. They knew what they were doing when they did it, and they did it anyway. So why go back to someone who obviously didn’t respect you enough to not do that. Treat the present as an opportunity to make the decision to choose yourself and not someone who couldn’t see your worth.