This month has probably been the worst time of my life.

There is too much to go through but here is some of the gist:

• I gotten out of a 1.5 month situationship
• Through that situationship, developed anxiety and depression
• Started taking anti-depressants
• Started going to therapy
• Feel like i’m not in control of my life
• No motivation to go to the gym
• NO MOTIVATION FOR ANYTHING AT ALL
• Self-worth is at an all time low

There is probably more but I can’t think of any at the moment. But instead of wallowing in self pity. I thought I need to start something to keep my occupied and get myself back on track.

Tomorrow is a new month and I am going to be better and start documenting the good and the bad.